Journal Entries: August 2024, by Adam Lehrer

Some of Adam's notes from the last month immortalized for posterity

To creatively flourish you need to be able to focus on your own life, your own observations, your own developing core beliefs. If you are mandated to constantly care about things that have nothing to do with yourself you’re fucking castrated, spiritually, romantically and artistically. https://x.com/SafetyPropagan1/status/1816160099523780816

LMAO: this trans person came to a Botched Chadification performance in 2023 and has been leaving sexually aggressive comments on my posts ever since. I can imagine her being pretty goddamn scary if I was a woman who bumped her into the street. Hella feral. https://x.com/SafetyPropagan1/status/1816146391594610950

I couldn’t get Anavar so I copped some Winstrol instead for my late summer light bulk. It is by far the worst of all PEDs I’ve used, with intolerable side effects. My body is so riddled with inflammation, soreness and water retention that merely moving is, at times, difficult. Beyond that, the horniness it triggers is worse than that triggered by mega doses of Tren, with weird intrusive thoughts and psychotic fantasies. Like, at one point I imagined being Marcus Crassus and leveling Spartacus’ slave army and then taking all the rebel slave women for myself as I was trying to doze off into sleep. Winstrol, not good stuff. Discontinued.

How many cases of middle or late life transgenderism do you think have been directly the results of really extreme, dark K-holes?

I’d like reparations for the emotional labor I spent feeling white guilt.